I've been really hard on myself all day. I get in these modes where I just want everything to be picture perfect. I want to produce content that has the makings of something great, I don't want flaws at all (even though I know some typos will slip through the cracks.) I want people to look at what I do and think to themself, "hmmm that girl really has her stuff together." But I don't. I'm not even close about 90% of the time. I can improvise like a champ, and sometimes I use big words, and then I'm nice to people. That's it. Sometimes what I want to be and who I am don't match up perfectly. Sometimes I wake up and I just don't feel interesting enough to put anything out into the world.
I guess I should probably lighten up a little.
It's real life.